It's been a tiring week. I've not been having enough sleep because of the weddings and gatherings with friends. I need sleep badly. It's my hols! It shouldn't be this way!!

Anyway, I'm really thankful that I'd finished chiong-ing for all the weddings in 2007! The really last one will be my bro's ROM on the 26th of Dec.

And I totally regretted signing up to work for ACCA at Expo. I'm invigilating yesterday, today, tomorrow, next Mon and Tues. It's SO TIRING! I almost died yesterday. The hall is SO BIG and we have to walk up and down MANY times. There's no place for us to lean or rest. Our Chief is so irritating lar! He is such a NAG.. Other group has 45 min break, we only have 35min. Plus, he told us to shade the "present" and "absent" thingy before we leave for our break.. The other group has assigned 4 people just to do the shading. And guess what??!! After I finished shading, I only had 10min of the break left. After walking to Coffeebean and waited for my drink, my times' up. I'm so fed up man! My friend told me to jus relax and drink. So we shared a cheesecake and I drank a pure vanilla drink. Today, I'm just gonna go for my break, come back then shade. This guy that I'm working with is sooooo blur! Go for break he's so alert, other times, forget this and that.. Sigh. I hope we change team today.

When I'm tired, I tend to be more emotional and think a lot. AGAIN, I feel a little unbalance. Why do I have to work so hard during the hols while others are enjoying themselves out there? Hols is meant to be enjoyed, but I've been working my heart out. I can only blame myself for not saving up during the days when I'm salaried. I WILL NOT repeat the same mistake again. I'm thinking of taking the easy way out by borrowing a lump sum of money to tide me through the next 6 months..

Oh God! SAVE ME!!!